(Written Dec. 2014)
You
see... I’m behind on homework
I see... I’m still in school
You
see... I didn’t write my paper
I see... I also didn’t cut myself
You
see... I skipped class again
I see... I spent time with a friend
You
see... I’m underweight
I see... I ate something
You
see... I stayed in bed all day
I see... I didn’t kill myself
You
see... I’m always sick
I see... I’m trying my hardest
You
see... I don’t have an ‘A’
I see... I haven’t given up
You
see... I’m being unsocial
I see... I made myself leave my room
You
see... my room is a mess
I see... Sometimes survival is a higher priority than
cleanliness
You see... I have to take medicine
I see... I haven’t overdosed
You
see... I don’t have a job
I see... I’m not in the hospital
You
see... I work slowly
I see... I try to do a good job
You
see... I missed church
I see... I’m growing